8.31.2011

Facts of life

We laugh at death and we buy kgs of tablets in a drugstore;
We say that life is fine, and we go to shop behind one more bottle of vodka;
To us насрать on public opinion, and we constantly ask: "as I look?";
We love loneliness and strong we compress in a hand a mobile phone;
We consider that our house - our fortress, and at night we are afraid that it will blow up together with us;
We are assured that are absolutely quiet, and we last a hand to the next cigaret;
We shock people and we are afraid to tell I "love";
We don't trust people and, at least, once a week we are cried on to somebody shoulder;
We don't trust in love and at night we cry in a pillow;
We live for today and we plan on the tomorrow's;
We from a principle don't watch news on TV and we read them on the Internet;
We are very self-critical and we love only ourselves;
We hate our government and with pleasure we mark an Independence Day;
We forgive ourselves all errors and slantwise we look at those who makes them;
We don't trust in ideal people and every day in crowd we look out for the ideal;
To us it is bad from crowd in the underground in the mornings, and we patiently stand every day on a platform in expectation of a train;
We choose that to us to listen, and involuntarily we echo "factory" somewhere in the street;
We always say that we think, and have almost forgot to smile sincerely;
We want, that people accepted us such what we are also hours we stick out before a mirror;
We love clever phrases and we do not understand ourselves;
At us a heap of unsolved talents, and we do nothing that they have revealed;
We hate birthdays and always them we mark;
We adore to sleep in the forenoon and we put an alarm clock for 6 mornings;
We always achieve that we want, and we are afraid to be to nobody necessary;
We write the personal diaries and we want, that them read.
It is possible to spread wings and to depart from all it towards to a wind. But we don't have wings. Because we are unworthy them.


What is the pain for you?

Painfully is when you see, how the own child slowly dies, and you can make nothing; Painfully - it when to you comes at night the message from the falling plane in which your parents fly: "Daughter, we love you"; Painfully is when by one awkward movement of a hand of you do the invalid; Painfully - it when the hope dies … Painfully is when the woman, suffering almost days, doesn't hear shout of the newborn child. Painfully - it when you can't embrace mum or the father because they aren't present... And all this your unrequited love and partings - full lies. Simply the lexicon is too small, here all and name it a pain. A pain which through some bottles of vodka, blocks of cigarets and to steam of unfamiliar persons passes. And present remains with us for ever. In the heart of heart, it isn't forgotten and remains with us as any separate body, having touched to which you it feel also, as 10 years ago...

Too late

Appreciate that at you is... Don't live in search of ideals. Here then you on the present will become happy. Ideals doesn't exist... Now I have understood it, only too late...

8.26.2011

I am happy without you

Loved, and already isn't present. I am done not excited where you, with whom with you. The Most important thing without me. Also you know, I am happy without you.

Inquiries of men

All men search clever, beautiful, cheerful, well-groomed, stylish, magnificent, widely-read, sexual, young, with presence of the apartment, the car, fur coats, brilliants, and still main true and disinterested... There is a question: What for you to it?

I miss...

No kilometers are terrible, if know that in the end of a way, for you on the former wait!))

Сonsequence

After a good drunken feast always is whom in friends to add =)

I know to you so a little … And during too time so much … And ahead still all new world …

Beautiful and Delightful … Lovely both charming … Quivering and gentle … All that is connected with you, causes in me warmly and infinite tenderness … I now think about you and I try to find synonyms to the sensations … Sensations such strong … and such real, but I all the same not so easily manage to make it … Warmth of summer evening … the Rustle of running waves … the Smell of your hair … Exciting silence and then your bewitching laughter which music breaking this enveloping silence … Trepetnost of my contacts to you … Echoes of your body on my touches … And again a silent melody of silence between us … Your smile to which, it seems to me, I can't get used never … I I feel, when captivated I look at it, in me wake up something deep and eternal … All that is connected with you is a pleasure in my heart … Simple understanding of that you exist with me in one time … Understanding and knowledge of that we can be number … At each of us are last … the Past, In which is both good and bad … Give all good memoirs we will present each other, and from bad we will be protected by pure, snow-white sheet … On this sheet will be won't be written not "Today" and not "Tomorrow" On this sheet while only one word is written.... «We!» Everyone sees, what you seem, but very few people feels what you is … And it is remarkable … and there should be … Someone plays with you … leads the life … In which you for a long time already isn't present … But on a whimsical will of the imagination, it involves you there … And another simply nearby … It each instant here … and for you … Always … And you feel it … feel it … Life are a thousand big and small events which we live … Is an instant … At everyone they the, sometimes they coincide with others, and sometimes - isn't present … All these events connected by one emotional power … such warm … such is gentle-quivering … that you simply soar at ocean of the sensations … God sees to live only for the sake of such here instants … When you wake up in the morning from a smell fresh the coffee, going whence from kitchen … Open eyes, You stretch as a happy kitty both you smile … And you know … That you not one … This such simple understanding of all this event do you happy … After all happiness always consists of fragments of feelings … It when I will bring coffee in bed and with affection I will see that you have already thrown my shirt over the body and sit on a bed, having drawn in the feet and smile to me through your eyelashes … It when you have put a head to me on a shoulder and tell about that gather today to make … I hear your voice and it does me happy … Only its timbre … And is unimportant about what you to me speak … I simply listen to music of your voice … Without you I was the tired and lost the way eternal traveler at Nights … With you, I force and confidence … And … I know that you it know … How important to say to the person that you feel, giving beautiful emotions … When the man gets acquainted with the Woman, it as if makes a mosaic of her eyes, smiles, mimicries and voices, Quivering and gentle contacts … Taste of her lips … the Smell of its hair … I know to you so a little … And during too time so much … And ahead still all new world … the World where it is possible to finish a mosaic all missing fragments … All that so doesn't suffice me now, I will necessarily receive in this world … And then I will impose all brightest and secret imaginations about you on real sensations and I will see, how they will coincide … I much that I know … And the knowledge of an event does my tired soul — more purely and I became more light … another … More strongly and more wisely … Thanks you for it …

At you are only 45 seconds …

In total for 45 seconds the woman can define: the man approaches it or not. Psychologists assert that the woman falls in love not at first sight, and from the sixth. The FIRST SIGHT (5 seconds) — defines color of eyes and whether they are clever. The SECOND SIGHT (10 seconds) — studies clothes of the man. She will necessarily notice, whether it carries a wedding ring. The THIRD SIGHT (5 seconds) — a hairdress estimation. The FOURTH (10 seconds) — on hands And the FIFTH SIGHT (10 seconds) — and on footwear. The SIXTH SIGHT (15 seconds) — the woman estimates a manner to behave, gait, gestures. On 45 second the woman definitively decides that it for "goose" and whether it is necessary to deal with it … Also experts consider that on women the main impression is made by color, the form and expression of eyes. So guys … At you are only 45 seconds …

Нах так жить!?

Всё меняется. Меняется жизнь. Меняются люди. И вроде всё хорошо. Но иногда так не хватает старого. Той жизни. Тех людей..